These are the days when you are just overly ambitious, trying, wanting to get out from a town that's moving too slow for you.
That time when you realise you don't want everything you've worked towards and that dreams are worthless.

Some ambitions become your life.
Some dreams you come to laugh at later, usually because that's all you can do with them, laugh. Not live.

You can run as far as you can get from a town but there'll always be one memory keeping a part of you there.

You can achieve everything you thought you ever wanted but there'll always be one thing you're trying to reach. If you can't think of one thing you want from life you haven't achieved yet, if your life is everything you've ever wanted, you're lying.

Your life is only truly over when it stops being lived.

So keep dreaming.